Florida vs. Virginia

So recently I've been double guessing moving to Florida. While I thought it was my dream to move there after bein down and visiting 3 more times I just can't adjust To the town and different atmosphere sooo what now. Old Dominion in Virginia? I think so. It's my best bet because it's still a really good school and VA beach is only a 30 min drive. So do I give up on my FLORIDA DREAM for Something more practical....I'm just not sure

Girls, Drama, and sweet sweet Revenge ;)

So Toria thinks I was trying to talk to Avery, a boy she likes but who doesnt like her. I talked to him 2 times in late April about the Knicks playoff games and suddently she thinks I want her "man". HAHA
So to get "back" at me she wants to say shes gonna start talking to my boyfriend Kyle.....
 STOP RIGHT THERE.

You do not and I repeat DO NOT try and mess with my boyfriend. The 3 things in life I would KILL someone for are my family, my dogs, and my boyfriend.Im a heartless bitch, I dont care whose feelings I hurt so THIS BITCH needs to think about whats shes doing before she tries to do anything. I have respect for my friends and Toria was a friend to me, so I would never talk to Avery and try to "hook-up" with him. HELLO I HAVE A BOYFRIEND I LOVE. I would never do anything to ruin my relationship with Kyle and I even told Toria on SEVERAL occasions that I was not talking to him. So what does she go do? She starts telling Kat a bunch of bullshit about me and saying how I was giving her dirty looks and how She shouldve talked to kyle and Kat and her were going off having a field day talking shit about me. And how do I know you may ask? TORIAS FACEBOOK WAS LOGGED ONTO MY PHONE! She logged on friday night and I though she had logged off once she was done using it but she didnt. So yesterday I decide to reactivate my facebook and I go to log onto my phone and facebooks already there. Thinking its mine I start liking Conners pictures of Kas and liking status'. Then I go to my messages to talk to my aunt and whose name do I see in a convo with Kat? Lyric and Kyle. So naturally I read it, duh? Who wouldnt and I see the lovely conversation there having about me and my boyfriend. Lovely right? Yea. hahah So anyways. she was talking shit about a lot of her other "friends" too, so I told them. And she was also talking about my "brother" Qwuhail saying he only has friends because he's good at Basketball and he's be nothing without it. So last night when he came over, I showed him.....Karmas a bitch isnt it? ;)

BABYYYY

hahahahaha. I DIE everytime I see this. Enjoy lol.

babies ,babies, babies...

I've spent all day in a tiny, hot, apartment with 3 babies....AND on top of that I've been arguing all day with kyle. Now I just wanna curl up in my big nice AIR CONDITIONED house and sleep. Forever.

Boys...Lets get this straight.

So I have a boyfriend (most days). His name is Kyle. He doesnt smoke,chew, or have any kids. WHICH IS WHY I LIKE HIM.  We argue all the time like we're a married couple and I tend to break up with him on an almost daily basis but we're never actually broken up. Im just really stubborn, and so is he. But we love eachohter and I plan on spending the rest of my life with him and Bear and Hannah.

Lately though a lot of other guys have been trying to talk to me. For instance, a man with 2 KIDS hs been trying to talk to me. Yes 2 KIDS. hahahahahahah. FIRST OFF. I hate kids. SECONDLY i will never be a part of the whole "baby momma" drama shit. AND LASTLY he smokes. I dont know what would posses this man to talk too me. I have never nor will i EVER DATE SOMEONE WHO HAS  A KID/KIDS, SMOKES, CHEWS, IS UNEMPLOYED/NOT GOING TO SCHOOL, OR STILL DEPENDS ON HIS PARENTS FOR EVERYTHING. So go away.

That is all. Hahaha.

Bear Bearrrrrrr

Hahahahahaha Oh Bearbear. He thinks he's a human I swear. He sits on the couch looks at the tv puts his arm up, drinks out of everyones cups....He's too cute. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH and this pictures makes me laugh so hard everytime I see it. Lol I love my precious little bbabyyyyyy<333333

My favorite place ever

This is my favorite place ever. It's in Ithaca right behind the high school. I love waterfalls and this just so happens to be my favorite one. You can walk right up to the edge of the water and touch it and its so perfect. I love it

The Dictator

First let me start off by saying if you get offended easlily, DO NOT GO AND SEE THIS MOVIE.
Although this was certainly one of the funniest movies Ive seen in awhile it was very offensive. Personally I took no offense to the movie but at times I did hear a few gasps and ahhhs when certain things were said.
The Dictator is a very hilarious movie though. The entire plot and scheme is just too funny to even get into because I'll just go on a rant and end up ruining the fun for those of you who have no seen it. But if you are in need of a good time and a laugh with some friends, GO AND SEE THIS MOVIE. They make several remarks to all groups of people though. So as a warning wether your gay, lesbian, black, white, asain, arabic, musslim, or whatever get ready because something will be said. But its a movie so suck it up and deal with it. The names arent directly aimed at you and chances are you'll laugh it off just like the rest of us. So get to a theatre, preverably NOT shitty Cortland and sit back and enjoy this funny film.

My Children

These are my two babies Bear and Hannah. I love them more than anything and my entire world revolves around Bear...and then Hannah. Bear and I have this special bond. Ever since I got him I've spoiled him to death, which probably wasnt the best thing to do because now he's just an 85lb spoiled brat, but its ok. He likes to crawl up on my lap when Im sitting on the couch because he thinks hes a lap dog. Ive never really been able to yell at him or tell him no so he does whatever he want, literally. Since the day I got him he's ate every pair of shoes I own...not even joking. But I cant even be mad at him because he's just so precious and cute. At night he curls up in bed with me and sleeps in the oddest positions taking up most of the bed, but again its ok. Bear loves Hannah, but when Hannah tries to cuddle up with me Bear goes crazy. He bites her head and cries and freaks out. He has a very jealous nature. Every morning he wakes me up with kisses to the face to feed him and surely enough first thing i do every moring now is gather all 8 dog dishes we have...yes 8.( I have 4 dogs) and fill each with either water, hard food, or canned food. Bear eats 2 cans of soft food and a bowl of hard food every morning and then he goes right outside to take care of his buisness, then i let him and Hannah in and I leave for school. Everyday when I come home from school Bear and Hannah attack me and jump up on me and scratch me and Bear cries, of course because he's so excited...Im obsessed with Bear and Hannah. Literally if you look at my facebook or Instagram all you see is pictures of the two of them, especially Bear. Hes really my entire world and Hannah is becoming a big part too now...hahah I love my babies

SUP DOC?

Soooo went to the doctor yesterday because the left side of my throat is so beyond swollen and sore that its not even funny. Also as a result my ear feels like someone just stabbed the inside of it. But you wanna know what he told me to do? take robutussin and I should be as good as new by tomorrow...LIE I wake up at 3am bc my ear and throat and now chest hurt so bad. Every time I cough my throat hurts and in return my ear feel like its getting ready to pop out. Its impossible to swallow and I literally feel  like death right now and now look like a freak show bc the ENTIRE left side of my throat up to my ear is swollen...good job doc. ill just continue to sleep so that I'm not in so much pain.

Pointed nails?

 I Must have these nails.
I love love love love loveeee acylics. Ive never seen the pointed nails in person but I want to try them so badly. They have such a cool look to them and I think they look a lot better than the traditional box cut nails that they give you. My only concern with getting the pointed nails would be that I'd hurt somoene with them somehow or I'd hurt myself. Either way I still want to get them and try them.

Crazy Puppy

Soooo, I got this new puppy Friday. She's a 5 month old German Shepherd and her name is Hannah and she's crazy! First off I drive 4 hours to get her from Amish people....yes. Amish. It was an entire Amish town I had to drive through to find where this dumb house was where she was at. I'm deathly afraid of Amish people. They dont talk to you or anything they just stare, and the fact that it was one of the hottest days in awhile and I was wearing shorts and a tank top apalled most of the women in this town, thus making them stare EVEN MORE.

But anyways, the puppy. When I first saw  her she was being an angel. She ran right over to me and started giving me kisses and it was just about the cutest thing I've ever experienced in my life. She stayed awake the entire car ride home and once we actuallly got home...all hell broke loose. She was running into every room chewing EVERYTHING and terrorizing my poor kitty Simba. The whole purpose of me getting this puppy was so that my other dog ,Bear, would have a playmate his age and size. Luckily the two of them had a BALL together. They played all night and havent stopped playing since then.

Hannah has proven herself to fit in very well with the family though after her exciting first night. My other 3 dogs love her to pieces and she's happily a new part of the family :)

Daily Boooooooth

Daily Booth is by far one of my favorite forms of social media. The reason I really like it is because theres not too many people in the school that use it which means...NO DRAMA. Thank Goddddd. I got it back in 2008 and the purpose of it is to Share you're life through pictures.

Each Day you're suppose to upload a picture of you and explain what cool or uncool events occured in your day. It's like a blog...in a way....but not really haha. It gives you a chance to connect and follow others and see how cool theyre lives are in comparison to yours. For awhile my (ex-) Best friend and I were true Dailybooth addicts. It was the only place where we could go off and say whatever we wanted and post embarrassing pictures and not be judged by the people in our school, it was an escape. Slowly but surely though DB has gotten worse and worse. Theres always those stupid fucks who have to ruin something good with their spam and constant promoting of shit and their retarded fake pages....smh. But if you can get around all the stupid crap thats on it. DB is by far one of the most diverse , exciting things out there.

Homer...

I really don't like many people. High School is not an enjoyable experience for me, which is why I chose to graduate early. Its not that I have a personal thing against everyone here it's just I want to move away from here and leave behind all the people in this school and town. After being with most of the students since a young age going through grade school I've come to realize that I dont really fit in with them and I think completely different than most. Again nothing personal, I know a lot of great people in Homer just none of which I associate myself with too often. Im not big into school sports or events Ive basically given up on this place a long time ago. After being compared to my less than perfect brother my entire high school years Ive come to realize the sooner I get out of here the better. I'd love more than anothing to leave this town tomorrow and never come back. I dont have a facebook to stay connect with "friends" because Ive come to realize the only friends I have or seem to care about are my sister, my dog, and a  handful of people. When I graduate I plan on moving to Florida and once I move there will not be many people I keep in contact with. I would love to just forget about everyone here and start completely over in a new place with new people, new places, and new friends. I don't have a very high tolerance for people and the way they act.  I find almost everyone annoying. I know thats basically my own fault because I like quiete and laid back things but some people really just push my buttons. In school I dont like hearing kids scream and yell to eachother and when girls act dumb to get guys I want to throw up. Theres a reason I never come to school, and it's the simple fact that I can't stand people. I wish I could live in Florida on a private beach alone with my dog. That would make happier than anything else in the world. Words cannot explain how happy I will be the day I graduate and finally never have to step foot back into this school and be in high school ever again. I feel like my maturity level is above most, not trying to be cocky at all, but I have been through a lot , I have goals already set in my mind, and I dont feel the need to f*ck around all the time like every other kid does. I'm really to move be independent and be on my own away from Homer.