Friday, March 9, 2012

Homer...

I really don't like many people. High School is not an enjoyable experience for me, which is why I chose to graduate early. Its not that I have a personal thing against everyone here it's just I want to move away from here and leave behind all the people in this school and town. After being with most of the students since a young age going through grade school I've come to realize that I dont really fit in with them and I think completely different than most. Again nothing personal, I know a lot of great people in Homer just none of which I associate myself with too often. Im not big into school sports or events Ive basically given up on this place a long time ago. After being compared to my less than perfect brother my entire high school years Ive come to realize the sooner I get out of here the better. I'd love more than anothing to leave this town tomorrow and never come back. I dont have a facebook to stay connect with "friends" because Ive come to realize the only friends I have or seem to care about are my sister, my dog, and a  handful of people. When I graduate I plan on moving to Florida and once I move there will not be many people I keep in contact with. I would love to just forget about everyone here and start completely over in a new place with new people, new places, and new friends. I don't have a very high tolerance for people and the way they act.  I find almost everyone annoying. I know thats basically my own fault because I like quiete and laid back things but some people really just push my buttons. In school I dont like hearing kids scream and yell to eachother and when girls act dumb to get guys I want to throw up. Theres a reason I never come to school, and it's the simple fact that I can't stand people. I wish I could live in Florida on a private beach alone with my dog. That would make happier than anything else in the world. Words cannot explain how happy I will be the day I graduate and finally never have to step foot back into this school and be in high school ever again. I feel like my maturity level is above most, not trying to be cocky at all, but I have been through a lot , I have goals already set in my mind, and I dont feel the need to f*ck around all the time like every other kid does. I'm really to move be independent and be on my own away from Homer.

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